khali dimaag ya boriyat

aaj bahut dino ke baad fir se kuch likhne ka mann kiya. pata nahi kyun!! shayad zindagi mein bahut se sawaal hain mere paas jinka koi jawab nahi. na mere paas and na hi koi aisa jisse main woh sawaal kar sakoon. kabhi kabhi akela hota hoon. doston ke saath hokar bhi kahinkhoya rehta hoon. shayad bore ho gaya hoon. par kisse? yeh to main bhi nahi janta.

2 din bad India ja raha hoon. Mujhe yaad hai ki lst time main kitna jyada excited tha. Is baar to there is no feeling at all. na achhi na buri. Its like, kya farak padta hai. Pata nahi yeh attitude kyun aa gaya hai. There's definitely something thats bothering me. I wish I Knew what was that.

khair, umeed hai ki in shabdon mein hi shayad mujhe kisi din koi jawab mil jaye...